Very very bored at hostel...
huhuhu... T_T ... I wan go out... I wan go out... many unlucky thing happen on me... feel very upset cum here study...
Everything is out of my imagination & expectation... I need stay inside a jungle for 1 year!!! I need study at here 2.5 year.... I need alone go class, alone cum back hostel, alone study, alone do my homework & project, can't discuss with classmate...
coz no classmate stay same hostel with me... n me
oso need join different class for every subject... so tat is very difficult for me to have new friend, n join them...
coz all of them
ordy have their own gang... feel very pity...
when i know i need to face the same problem like last time at KL, i really really super scare... almost wan cry out at my faculty... i keep endure my tear for dun cry out... i really
nvr thought i will have to face same problem like last time at KL! i dun wan repeat the horrible & terrible Uni life, i dun wan, i dun wan!!!!
I dun wan have the life like last time when me alone go KL study... tat is a horrible & terrible experiences & memory... the 1st yr I study at KL, is very very terrible...
coz tat time I'm 2
nd intake, n I need alone stay different hostel from my classmate... i spend 1 yr at there,
oni i can join into their group... n start enjoy my Uni life... now I face the same problem... many of my friend they said, sure i can face it n pass it... but
tis time the problem is more terrible...
coz, every semester, every year, i need join different class, different classmate... i dunno i can successful face it o not... really hope i can face it, take it easy... i hope
tis time i can
oni use half year time to adapt
tis problem & environment... really hope i can face it & adapt it faster... my aim to cum here study is to enjoy my life... enjoy the life be a
hapi University student...
Really all thing is out of my expectation... I need
ur support my friends... feel very lonely at here... no body can help me,
tis time i really need to face it n adapt it by my self... i really not a
recreance ppl, but is i really had a super bad horrible & terrible memory at KL... tat experience
ordy scary me... i can't forget about it...
tat day i really cry many time... i really super scare... have call to many friend to talk with them... Got one friend tat really help me many is
Ying... she have let me awake... she said, last time me
oso can face it, pass it & adapt it,
tis time sure I can do it
oso... Ya, i
oso think tat... I believe nothing can harm me... I
jz need sometime to adapt it...
I believe I'm the best among the best!
芊芊要堅強點!
芊芊是最棒的哦!
加油加油!!!