因为您，我笑了。。。

今天心情一整天都被阴云笼罩。。。心里很郁闷。。。

也许是休息三天了要回来做工，有点不开心。。。

今天我亲爱的老板娘突然很关心我。。。

一直在逗我笑。。。

或许她感觉到我今天的心情不好吧。。。

还是她今天的心情特别很好？？？

我不知道。。。没有机会问到她。。。

亲爱的老板娘，您突然这么关心我，我会受宠若惊的。。。

简直不敢相信。。。

好不容易说服自己，要和您保持距离。。。

您突然的关心，又让我再次陷入之前的状况。。。

不能否认，您已经在我心里占了一个深深的位子。。。

我已经不能把您从我心里“删除”。。。

无论如何，您永远都是我亲爱的老板娘。。。

我永远都是，爱您，关心您的小职员。。。

感恩您，我亲爱的老板娘。。。

想告诉您，您今天很成功，我又输了。。。

因为您，我笑了。。。

我是笨蛋芊~

我是笨蛋芊~

总是为不该流泪的人而流泪。。。

或许我的感情太丰富了。。。

总是很容易的就对身边的人付出感情。。。

这真的是我的弱点。。。

同时也是我的优点吧。。。

发疯！失控！气到想杀人！！！

今天。。。 跟老板娘吵架了。。。

其实也不是吵架。。。 只是无端端被人当成了出气桶。。。

被人把脾气发在我身上。。。而我也傻傻的对号入座，以为她在骂我。。。

觉得自己超级无辜。。。 觉得自己辛心苦苦为她们付出，都是白费的。。。

因此。。。气到发疯！！！气到失控！！！气到想杀人！！！

从不顶嘴的我，终于火山爆发。。。很大声的对她说话。。。

第一次。。。真的是第一次。。。对我身边的人这样发脾气。。。

还很冲动的想走去骂那位（罪魁祸首）。。。

还好，走到一半，我还是走回自己的座位。。。

因为心想，骂人总是不太好。。。

从不骂人的我，绝对不可以为了"他"而破戒。。。因为不值得！！！

到最后，把自己气哭了。。。

最无辜的是，刚巧打电话来的那位先生。。。

被我骂了一顿，和被我盖电话。。。哈哈哈。。。

对不起咯~ 是谁叫你这么衰，在那时打电话来。。。

但是，你被我骂也是应该的。。。

谁叫你平时老是欺负我，对我不礼貌，盖我电话。。。

老娘也有发飙的时候嘛。。。

回想起来，有骂到你，是老娘赚到了！哈哈哈！

因为我不可能老是让你欺负，让你盖我电话。。。

风水轮流转嘛。。。哈哈哈。。。

被老板娘气到伤心流泪时，想了很多很悲观的事情。。。

现在回想起来觉得自己真得很幼稚，很冲动，很感情用事。。。

当时我真的是气到想一走了之。。。很想逃离现场。。。

气到想说，我这个月的薪水也不要了，下个月不做了。。。

哈哈哈。。。回想起来，当时的我真的气疯了。。。

真的真的气到发疯了。。。

真的真的第一次被人气到我大失控。。。

静思语讲得对：“生气，是短暂的发疯”。。。

生了一整天的气，气都气饱了。。。

一整天不吃也不喝。。。自己虐待自己。。。

到最后。。。她的一通电话，又把我弄哭了。。。

原来她不是在骂我。。。只是不小心把气出在我身上了。。。

而且我知道，她不是故意的。。。

今天的她状况不是很好。。。也被我弄到头痛。。。

还被逼吃药，在办公室里睡了一觉。。。

睡醒后，什么事都没有了。。。一切回归原型。。。

可怜的我。。。为她流了一大把的眼泪。。。

看到自己把她弄到头痛要吃药，觉得很对不起她。。。

为她感到心疼，又为她落泪了。。。

女人真的是水做的。。。

我的眼泪，一整天，为她流不停。。。

到最后，还好。。。

我的心情终于也被她平复了。。。

被她弄到哭笑不得。。。

原来都是自己在气自己。。。她都没有在生气我。。。

嗨。。。一场美丽的误会啦。。。

最重要是，终于知道她真的有感恩我啦。。。

嘻嘻~ (^_^)

还有，她说，在六月里，她一定会过来哦。。。

问她过来做什么？ 她说过来看我哦！

wow~ 哈哈~ 超兴奋~ 超高兴的~ (^o^)

就这样心情从谷底飙到最高点。。。

我也就这样被她搞到快疯了。。。

一下子哭，一下子笑。。。

不得不承认，女人就是善变的。。。

这一分钟吵架的面红耳赤，下一分钟，嘻嘻哈哈在那聊天的。。。

不用怀疑，那人就是我。。。

人生就是这样，有起有落。。。

哈哈哈~ 我的情绪来得快，也去得快~

不过，真的感恩您---老板娘

感恩您的陪伴，感恩您的出现。。。

感恩您让我的生活添加了不少色彩。。。

我希望。。。我再也不会为了您而伤心落泪。。。

要落泪，也要开心的落泪。。。

祝福您~ 我亲爱的老包娘~

*要好好照顾身体。。。天气热，就要多喝水嘛。。。

*不要再把自己的身体搞坏。。。我会心疼的。。。

永远爱您，关心您的小小职员 上

爸爸妈妈不在家~ 绣芊来当家~

爸爸妈妈不在家~ 绣芊来当家~ yeah~~~

爸妈去澳门旅行了... 星期六才会回来...

所以这几天，芊芊要负责起照顾弟弟的责任...

每天早上七点就要爬起床，准备在弟弟去上学...

送了弟弟去上学，就回家打扫...

打扫完后，就冲凉...

冲凉后，就准备去上班...

下班后，赶回家煮饭...

*小小插曲-回家的路上，差一点点就要出车祸了... 吓到飙冷汗，心脏都跳出来了.... 呼~ 还好没撞到... 不然就大件事了... 以后要小心，不可以驾太快了...

今天，煮了一个菜豆，一个红萝卜蛋，和煎了一些热狗...

哥哥，大嫂，姐姐，弟弟 ，大家一起吃得津津有味...

哈哈哈~ 原来我的厨艺也不赖哦~

明天~救命！我不要煮了...

做工一整天已经够累了...

回到家，我想休息了...

所以大家，明天自己保重~ 自己吃自己吧~

没有跟老板娘谈话的日子

今天跟老板娘谈不到十句话...

超闷的...

不能跟老板娘说话...

感觉很辛苦的...

只能一个人，面对着四面墙，埋头苦干...

不能跟老板娘谈话...

感觉我的工作没有了乐趣...

没有老板娘...

我做工的日子好难过...

亲爱的老板娘... 不要再丢下我一个人了...

没有您，我会不知所措...

希望，我在公司的每一天，都能听到您的声音...

*答应我的事一定要做到... 芊芊期待您到来的日子...

I LOVE U--- Boss & Lady Boss

I m here again, just want to say~

Boss, I LOVE U~

Lady Boss, I LOVE U too~

bcoz of u two, i have a feeling want to stop my study, cum bac work for u two...

i really happy & enjoyed the job, bcoz of u two...

i cant wait to see the new office...

hope i got the opportunity to work at the new office...

hope our relationship is never stop....

really LOVE u two...

muacks~ my dear~

生平第一次给人称赞

2010 05 21

超高兴的一天~ wow~~~

好无预言的，我亲爱的老板又从新加坡跑来槟城了。

跟我亲爱的老板，两位可爱的engineer，和我的manager一起去吃了一顿丰富的午餐~

四个大男生, 和我一个小女生~

大家好像一家人~

吃饭的当儿，有说有笑~

很开心~ （^_^)

很喜欢大家聚在一起，有说有笑的感觉~

吃完饭后，我们去参观了一间工厂

很大的可能性，它即将是我们的新公司---新工厂

期待哦~

参观完后，回公司开会。。。

老板要大家给意见，搬，还是不搬 。。。

大伙儿，意见都很一致。。。

我们决定。。。搬！

耶~~~

开会当中，有提到 admin & account 的部分。。。

很感恩我亲爱的老板，替我打抱不平。。。

我亲爱的老板说：

我不是 engineer, 更没有 engineer 的底。。。

我也不是 master in account。。。

我只是 diploma in account。。。

可是，我却可以把公司的大小事务做得很好。。。

很高兴老板竟然会为我打抱不平，让我的manager没话说。。。

wakakaka~ 我亲爱的老板，芊芊好爱你哦~~~ muacks muacks~~~

很感恩我的老板对我的赏识~

老板说，很感恩我这次肯回来帮他们~

他还当着大家的面前，称赞我做了很多很棒的工作~

wow~~~ 生平第一次给人这样称赞~ 超高兴的~~~

wow~~~ 真的是高兴到要疯了~

这次我是亲耳听到他称赞我哦！

不再是从他人口中听到的哦！

真的真得很高兴~

我的付出，终于有人看到了。。。

感动。。。T_T

A Happy Day

Hehe~ today is a HAPPY DAY~

my S'pore colleague tell me, my dear boss make compliment on me. He said i do a lot of great job~ wow~ super happy~ is it worth for me always do OT for them without $...

My dear boss, although i can't hear the real compliment from you, but i really feel happy... thanks you for appreciate me...

My dear colleague- Pei Fen... thanks you for bring me this good news~ it really make me happy~ n make me full of energy~ thanks you my dear colleague~

Because all of you, i have a great day~

Thanks all of you very very much~

Love you forever my dear boss~ muacks~~~

SAD NEWS

Early morning wake up, receive a bad news...

my KL aunty pass away in tis morning...

i get a shock...

n i thought is somebody cheat me...

how i know...

tat is true...

feel so sad...

my KL aunty...

always care me n cook dinner for me during i study at KL...

last weekend i jz go visit her...

dunno Y it happen so suddenly...

I haven said "thanks" to my aunty yet...

I was said thanks to my dear aunty...

thanks her for being take care me, n always cook dinner for me...

i being miss my aunty...

大姑... 一路好走...

Get Lock In The Office

12th May 2010

work OT wiz no $ for my job...

the outcome...

get lock in the office...

=_="

conclusion is...

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too hard-working is no good...

Jungle Trekking 8th May 2010

Upadate for last weekend

6th May 2010 Thu

Again bring work bac to home n do until 10pm+...

After tat go bath then sleep...

7th May 2010 Friday

Wake up at 8am++

faster faster pack my baggage then go work liao... coz today i hv to go KL... 4:30pm bus...

but tat day... my lady boss too "miss" me... dun let me go... i hv to work until 4:10 then jz can go bac... time is too short... i nvr bac to my home, my mum ordy wait me at some where tat near by my house. I direct fetch my mum, then rush to the bus station. finally i reach bus station at 4:35pm... lucky the bus stil not yet cum.. hu~ tired...

9pm i reach KL. but again i rush to hospital visit my aunty... who ordy sick n stay at hospital 2 week... feel so sad when saw my aunty... she slim down alot n alot... i almost can't recognize her ordy... sad... hope buddha can bless her... let her recover soon...

12am+ i jz reach my friend house.. TIRED... nvr bath, straight go sleep liao... lucky my friend dun mind hahaha~~~ coz really tired, n the next time we have to go jungle trekking... have to wake up in eearly morning...

8th May 2010 Sat

wake up at 4:45am... get ready for go jungle trekking... but still feel super sleepy...

forget bring my sport pant cum KL... aiyo~ have to wear my friend's pant. lucky we 2 are same size.. hahaha...

the jungle trakking really can kill me... take 2hours to reach the waterfall.. i'm really lack of exercises... the result is... whole leg muscle pain...

at 1st we plan after jungle trekking evening time we wan go Sungai Wang shopping de... how know... tired until like hell... my leg can't move ordy since cum out from the jungle... my leg not my leg anymore.... so we cancel or shopping plan, go bac rest... rest until 7pm, we go steamboat for our dinner... 3 of us, eat until super full...

9th May 2010 Sun

Again... wake up in early morning 6am++... get ready for go our Tzu Chi activity...

8am+ reach our destination. we straight go do helping work at there. n work non stop until the nite 10:30pm... no bath no rest.. even no time to eat our dinner oso. then 11pm rush to bus station, wait for my 12am bus go bac penang... tis day is really really really TIRED... coz the muscle pain is never recover, but hv bcum more serious.. n even i had apply sun block, i oso get sun burn... n now i look like india gal.... pity....

10th May 2010 Mon

reach home at 4:30am... same, no bath go sleep 1st... haha... i feel i really dirty la... coz ytd whole day din bath leh... but it is really really super tired... so no choise... some more the day ,later i have to go work leh.. so sleep 1st is more important... hehe.... ^_^ no next time la... so dirty..

when wake up at 8am++ ready 4 work... i tell my mum, i really can't sustain anymore. i wan take leave.. but as company today have shipment need to ship out... so again.. no choise.. have to go work, n i plan apply half day leave to cum bac rest...

but.... when go bac office... i again work until forget time n my muscle pain... i work until 7pm... "geng" ar~ u know, my OT no have pay de leh... really dunno i so hardworking for wat....

Surprise Day

ar~~~ today... same... tired until i fall in sleep while i watching TV n haven bath... my parent is wondering Y everyday i work until so tired... i oso dunno... i jz really hope i can help my boss to settle the messy account faster n close the account early...

All staff are waiting me to gv salary... make me feel stress... ytd my engineer is threat me... he said if they do not receive cheque in today, 2moro they dun wan cum to work.. lol... again make me more stressful.. so, finally, i have to bring work bac to home do.. pity... actually not pity oso la.. haha... is me voluntary to bring it bac to home n do de... same reason... coz i wan settle it early... finally ytd 9:30pm i done it, then oni i go bath n sleep... wat a busy life i have... but i feel hapi.. i feel my life is full... no empty...

really feel i grown up n bcum more mature liao... now everyday i go office wiz a good mood, although the work is really tiring me... really change alot... coz last time i always find an excuse to take leave n dun hope to cum work... now totally different... haha.. the world is change...

today i very surprise n had get a shock... my manager gv me a gift... my manager gv me a gift leh! Y suddenly he treat me so good??? weird??? is it the sun today risen from west??? hahaha... make me scare leh... as i work one year liao, he nvr care me n treat me good... tis is 1st time leh... really surprising... here is the photo for the gift he gv me... nice oh~ i like it~ thanks my manager...

Bored Sunday

Ar~~~ Really super bored at home...

i wish to go bac office n work...

haiz...

wanna bcum mushroom liao...

星期六- 不用上班的日子

哎唷~ 感觉时间过得真快~

一眨眼，从新山回来槟城，已经上班五天了。。。

这几天在公司真的是有够忙得。。。

忙到连休息时间都没有。。。

但是，心里却很满足和开心。。。

很开心老板娘对我的赏识 。。。

终于看到自己的重要性了。。。

哈哈哈。。。(^o^)

很感恩他们邀请我回来。。。

但这次回来的重任是。。。

帮他们收拾“烂摊子”。。。

终于明白什么是，知之为知之是知也~

做人厉害就好，别装厉害~

到最后害人害己呀~

*被你们害到了啦 ~ （=_=”） 好无奈 ~

这几天感觉很怪，虽然身体很累，但心却是开心的。。。

每天都带着笑容去上班。。。

而且，每天都工作都最后一分钟。。。

我都不肯回家。。。

每天都要别人来请我回家。。。

哈哈哈。。。

发现我真的和以前不一样了。。。

我变了。。。。

是值得加油的~

希望我能再接再厉~

继续加油~ 变得更好~

加油芊芊~

Working Life

26^th April 2010

Tat day we went out at 7:30am n cum bac at 4:30pm for our trip. After cum bac from the trip, nvr have a rest, straight go bac pack my stuff, take a bath n dinner, 11pm coach bac to my hmtown penang…

Tis time the coach drive quite slow… 7:30am jz arrive penang. It causes me have to rush bac home take bath n bfast … then direct rush to my office…

Lucky, I still the 1^st n earlier worker who arrives in office. Hahaha…

When I get in to the office, I saw my table, I feel so weird…

1 year liao, finally I m bac to here again…

But many thing seem like changed…

Only the worker at there still remain..

Zul n Zaki my dear engineer… who always help me n advise me…

KP my manager, was on leave tat day…

I has thought bout last time…

I miss my S’pore admin gal…

Who always accompany me, help me a lot, during last time…

Can’t thought so much, as there r many many work awaiting me to settle.

Open my email, woo~

My Boss, ytd (mean Sunday) ordy draft a mail to me, asks me to do something…

Actually, not something lo… is many many thing…

Quite angry with the ex-admin gal at here…

I feel they mess up my “ 地盘 ”…

Make me confuse n head ache…

The 1^st day bac to my dear company, the feeling is good~

But is really really tired…

I work non stop from 9am to 5:45pm..

Even forget to take my lunch oso…

4:30pm I jz can feel hungry n I start feel head ache…

I was very very tired..

but I try my best to work until 5:45pm oso…

1^st time I so hard working.. hahaha..

Dunno y…

Maybe cause of I feel my lady boss is appreciate me ba~

27^th April 2010

Same like ytd… work non stop…

But today I feel better…

Coz my dear lady boss scares me again work until forget take lunch, she had skype me, ask me go lunch 1^st…

Hehe… I feel me really naïve n a very simplicity person…

Jz a simpler care, can make me happy all the day…

A person like tat, is good or not???

Tis day, I again work until super super tired…

Bac to home, take a dinner, watch TV, I watch until fall in sleep…

My dad wakes me up, ask me to go bath, u know wat I do???

I walk into my room, continue sleep…

I feel I so “geng” (厉害)… hahaha…

From 8pm sleep until the next day 8am…

I keep continue the life until ytd 30th April….

1 Day Trip at Tangjung Piai

25 April 2010

Have went to Johor an interest place, which name Tangjung Piai, the southernmost tip of mainland Asia.

We go by 14 ppl with 4 car… have to said a big “thanks” for our lovely “driver” hahaha… they are the most tired person in our trip… which have to drive 2 hours for go the place n cum bac.

Tangjung Piai is a place tat u can direct contact with the nature… u will feel the nature is so close to us… u can see sea, forest n some special animal at there… I feel so calmness n peaceful at there… but I saw there is a lot of rubbish there… quite sad… y they do tat…

We also had tried famous food at Pontian --- Red Wan Tan Mee~ woo~ the taste so good! I like it! Is very special! I nvr try n see it b4 tis! Hmm… Y penang dun have tis kind of WanTan Mee ya??? Really like it la. Next time muz go n eat again… hehe…

Ooh~ ya. At Tangjung Piai there, was happen a funny thing… I was 被猴子罚站…

A monkey not allow me to pass by, n show me his 4 sharp sharp's teeth… so scary… =_=”

* wan see more photo? go my facebook la~