爱的短讯

从今年的五月起，手机就不停的一直亮红灯，告诉我里面的短讯过多了....

今天乘着有空档，心想说：是时候清一清手机里的短讯了....

从最新的短讯开始看起....

从今年年头到最近的，都是新山学长姐关怀与打气的短讯....

一直看，一直看....

突然发现....

原来，彦燕学姐的短讯，一直不曾间断....

从2007到昨天25/8/2010....

从2008的五月开始，我就已经离开学姐的怀抱....

但学姐的关怀，却不曾离开我....

这是我从来没注意到的事....

学姐一封封问候的短讯、打气的短讯、关怀的短讯、爱的短讯.......

读着读着，眼泪在眼眶里打转了....

许多回忆，渐渐的浮现在脑海里....

曾经何时，我是个问题慈青....

带给学姐无数无数的考验....

学姐虽说自己的智慧不高，但她决不放弃我....

感恩学姐对我的不离不弃，才会有今天的我....

以前芊芊这个慈青孩子真得很不乖....

总是让大家担心、起烦恼....

还让我最疼爱的学姐，为我这问题慈青心痛....

但是，相信一切都是好因缘....

或许因为如此，我跟学姐的缘，结的特别的深....

觉得当时的我真得很欠打.... 当然，现在的我也很欠打....

一直被学姐满满的爱包围着，却从不晓得.....

身在福中不知福....

手机里满满的短讯，代表着大家满满的爱....

彦燕学姐、姿殷、健竞，慈青路上陪伴我一起成长，不可缺少的灵魂人物....

手机里超过90%的短讯都来自大家...

是大家给我的爱.... 让我如此精进不悔的走在这菩萨道上.....

原来我不曾被遗忘，而是我把大家给我的爱都遗忘了....

愿芊芊能继续精进做个快乐慈青... 把大家给我的爱化成大爱，把这大爱转出去~

感恩一路陪伴我的伙伴及学长姐.....

慈济路上有您们真好~ 感恩大家~ 祝福大家~

慈济路上我们要一起精进！

慈青---多么幸福的孩子....

身为慈青，应该是一件很幸福的事...

总是接收学长姐和师姑师伯的爱....

总是被那满满的爱给包围着....

你说难道这样不幸福吗？？？

慈青---多么幸福的孩子....

多么的希望我可以永远都是慈青....

不想有长大，换灰衣的日子....

多么的希望我可以总是被那满满的爱给包围着...

感觉自己是多么幸福的人.....

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为什么大家做慈青做到这么压力？？？

为什么大家做慈青做到这么不快乐？？？

为什么大家不停的在抱怨自己付出了多少？？？

大家有想过一直陪伴在我们身边的人吗？？？

大家有想过一直默默在我们身边付出的人吗？？？

一直不劳辛苦，不管晴天雨天，只要有需要就会出现在我们身边的人....

大家有想过他们吗？大家有站在他们的立场想过吗？？？

他们是谁？？？为什么他们要这样默默的为我们付出？？？

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现在的我，多么想即刻毕业，立刻换上灰衣....

想帮学长姐承担一份....

不忍心看到学长姐瘦弱的肩膀上担着重重的担子....

亲爱的学长姐，答应我，要爱自己多一点....

愿：堂堂和彦燕的病赶快好起来...

祝福珍珍、君君和所有的学长姐：平安、健康、快乐....

祝福所有的慈青伙伴越来越精进....

祝福UTM和所有的慈青伙伴都能做个快乐的慈青....

祝福大家....

我的心是快乐的

19th- 8pm-10pm 戏剧课共修
20th- 6:30pm-8:30pm Sutera Mall 环保站
- 9pm-10:30pm 庆祝济思爸爸的生日
21th- 2:30pm-6:30pm 戏剧课共修
- 8pm-10:30pm 吉祥月- 戏剧彩排
22th- 7:30am-12:30pm 慈青环保课程
- 4:30pm-10:30pm Saleng 吉祥月-戏剧表演


四天连续下来的活动.... 累垮了....


身体是累的....
但，心是快乐的....
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昨晚活动回来，没冲凉...
直接从晚上十一点半，昏睡到今早的十二点....
够力.... =_=


但是昏睡的过程有点怪.... 哈哈~
其实，早上七点时有醒来... 还跑去冲凉了....
但是，冲凉回来....
读书读到头发干了，又倒回去昏睡....
但是，中间还醒很多次....


第一次，九点电话响，被通知十一点的课取消了...
感恩，超高兴的....
高兴完后，又倒回去继续睡....


第二次，十点电话响，伙伴通知如要学做金瓜包，今晚还可以过去...
感恩通知....
又倒回去继续睡....


想起身读书，因为下午两点还要考试....
但还是不敌睡魔....
就这样一直睡到中午十二点....


觉得自己真的是很累了吧....
不然不会这么夸张吧....
因为不曾这么懒睡....
真的是够力咯~ =_=


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同样的，还是那句话....
我的心是快乐的~

珍珍学姐的百香果

感动叻....

竟然有人知道我喜欢吃百香果，要特地从大老远送来宿舍给我...

哇~ 真的是~ 超超超~ 超感动的~

不能怪我为什么老是心疼您...

因为您为我们所作的一切...

我都看到、感受到，我都记在心里了...

亲爱的，不要老是这样为我们....

要爱自己多一点~

对不起亲爱的珍珍...

芊芊老是让您起烦恼了....

感恩您珍珍~

芊芊真的好爱好爱您哦~

老掉牙的事

学姐的提醒让我想起以前老掉牙的事....

以前的我很活跃慈济活动，活跃到大家都在担心我的功课...

被学长姐约出来谈好几次，身边的伙伴也一直劝我，我那时都听不进....

现在总于明白学长姐们的苦心...

现在的我，就好像当时的学长姐...

过度担心身边的伙伴....

心疼伙伴，不忍看到伙伴“撞墙”....

但....

该做得都已经做了...

不该做得也都已经做了....

现在只能默默陪伴....

希望伙伴有觉悟的一天....

师公讲的《前脚走，后脚放》...

拿得起，就要放得下....

一切随缘....

以平常心去面对~

加油~ 芊芊是最棒的~

马六甲慈青人文营 13-15/8/2010

马六甲静思堂，我认识慈济的地方~

吉隆坡伙伴，慈济路上陪伴我的人~
回到了马六甲静思堂，见到了吉隆坡伙伴...

打了一支强心针回来~ 电也冲得满满的~
感恩您们~ “小朋友”会把学长姐们满满的爱，转出去~

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再次回到了马六甲，参与了第十四届的慈青人文营....

收获满满的~

意想不到的收获~

没想过自己真的能把心中的那杯水倒掉...

去营队之前还担心自己是否真的能做个空杯子，认真学习...

没想到自己竟然做到了...

真的好棒~ 芊芊就是最棒的~

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第一晚，巧梅学姐的课，就深深的把我敲醒了....

“你骂一个人，就会害一个人没饭吃”...

知道为什么吗？

当你骂一个本来满心欢喜想要捐款的人，你会让他起烦恼，结果就是，他不捐了，你害一个难民没饭吃...

这就是蝴蝶效应~ 深深的明白当中的道理....

身为慈青就是同学里的典范，要时时刻刻表现出慈济的人文....

当你骂你身边的同学或朋友，你会让本来想捐款或想加入慈济的他们，起退心....

所以，我们真的要时时刻刻都与身边的人，结好缘~

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第二天

早上---人生经济学---时间，空间，金钱 ，情绪管理

金钱--- 想要买的那个物品，是想要，还是需要？？？一直想要的欲望，无形中带给我们很大的负担，而令到我们一直抱怨钱不够用....

空间--- “非思不可”= Facebook不可。你有利用网络做过一件好事吗？？？ 想了半天，没有....

时间--- 上天很公平，每人都有86400秒，你有善于利用你的时间吗？还是老抱怨时间不够用？？？

身为慈青，我们更应该好好管理自己的时间。我们可以把时间分配为∶

M1-很紧急&很重要---不要扩大分配在这里的时间，不要扩大紧急的事情

M2-不紧急&很重要---尽量把大部分的时间分配在这里，把重要的事都预先处理好

M3-不紧急&不重要---减少分配在这里的时间，如减少娱乐，和朋友去看戏唱歌的时间

M4-很紧急&不重要---减少处理很紧急但不重要的事

情绪管理--- 同样的空间，不一样的人，不一样的想法

一切唯心所造~ 你的心怎么想，你就会有怎么样的情绪....

中午--- 彦燕学姐的分享---爱的练习题

无常找上学姐了... 突然惊醒...

几乎忘记了无常就在身旁...

没有好好珍惜想在所用于的一切...

比起学姐，自己在慈济络上碰到的考验是如此的渺小....

却一直挠囔要放弃... 学姐却不屈不挠的继续走在这菩萨道路上...

觉得自己不配当师公上人的弟子，不配当学姐的“小朋友”....

学姐灌输在我身上满满的爱，难道就要断送在我这里吗？

不可以！！！绝对不可以！！！

我发愿，我愿生生世世都走在这菩萨道路上，永不言放弃！！！

我要把学姐给我的爱，继续转出去~

学姐，您的小朋友真的真的长大了....

不会再让您担心...

我会做师公上人的好弟子，也会做学姐的乖乖小朋友....

学姐，要好好照顾自己...

小朋友好爱好爱您....

小朋友不能没有您，慈济路上需要您的陪伴....

祝福学姐~

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第三天

与地球共生息

看了很多影片....

形象最深刻的是，<生命的呐喊>....

动物们一幕幕的呐喊声，深深地印在我脑海里.... 我当场发愿...

我今生今世，来生来世，生生世世，永远永远都不会再吃肉！！！

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三天两夜的生活营就这样圆满的结束....

法喜充满~

感恩国豪学长的安排，让我有机会再一次以学员的身份参与营队....

毕竟是老慈青了，要再度当学员很不容易....

感恩这次营队所有的工作人员~

明白要办一个营队真的很不容易....

感恩大家~

大家幸福了~

明年，我会再回来~

迷失了自己

不知不觉回来新山已经一个月多了....

时间过得好快好快...

不知道自己这一个月来到底做了些什么...

想起来好像发了一场梦....

梦里的自己，一直很忙很忙，忙到透不过气来....

却因为某些原因，不能放弃，而坚持做到底.....

也因为某些人事物，而常掉眼泪....

这个月里掉眼泪的次数，应该是我去年一整年的数量....

内心的我，一直想休息，想放下一切，不想承担任何事物....

现实的我，却....

不可以... 我不可以这么做...

想到一群可爱、瘦小的学长姐，一直不劳辛苦的付出和陪伴...

和他们相比起来，自己到底做了多少？？？

很矛盾.......

茅盾的不止是内心的交战....

由于上个月一直忙于活动，这几天总于有时间安静下来....

我却十分的不习惯........
已经习惯了忙碌的生活，突然回到了平静的生活，不知所措....

现在走下去的力量都来自学长姐.....

看见大家的微笑，就是我最佳动力....

其实... 有点感觉，我好像迷失了自己....

我不知道自己要的是什么....

好想回家.... 好想逃离这里....

想让自己的心静下来，想找回自己....

无奈 (=_=)

充满 ke无奈 an 的一天...

去上班...

有人总是跟我抢电脑...

不让我完成，我应该完成的工作...

无奈 (=_=)

下班回家... 下雨了...

飙摩哆回家... 到家了...

没人... 没锁匙 = 没门进...

无奈 (=_=)

不想去会所...

想回学校... 做我想做的事情...

但是下雨...

无奈 (=_=)

驾着小黑乱逛... 乱逛...

看到摩哆店...

想起小黑是时候要维修维修了...

习惯了妈妈的小红...

觉得小黑的状态不如从前...

毕竟小红还年轻，小黑老了...

无奈 (=_=)

结果...

浪费了两个小时等待...

花了五十多块维修小黑...

维修店的老板，一分钱也不肯减...

无奈 (=_=)

值得开心的是...

吃了很丰富的一餐...

饱饱... (^^)

去逛了 柔佛的电脑展...

开心... (^^)

明天会是更好的一天...

加油，芊~

祝福大家~

大家一起加油!!!

The day of Part Time Job

wake up super early-- 6am...

feel wan faint...

not enough sleep...

(=_=)

7:20am ready to go work...

suddenly get a BAD news...

the motorbike is "pon check"...

have to wait nearer motor shop open n brought the motorbike go repair...

(=_=)

wait until 9am, my JB Baba say he fetch me go nearer bus stop..

so tat i can go work by bus...

dunno tis is good or bad news...

as i dunno where is the office...

n i dunno which bus can go there...

oso dunno know where i should stop...

(=_=") *~panic~*

Lucky i m very clever n tough...

haha~ (^_^)

so finally i can reach office without lost and accident... *~phew~*

hehe~ (^^)

hope 2moro is a nice day~

wish all my friend have a nice day too~

Enjoy the day at sweet home b4 cum bac to jungle---UTM-JB~

part time job

Hoho~ i get a part time job lo! yeah~

Feel so happy~ n i'm so lucky~

no need go out search for job, the job cum look for me~

(^_^)

2moro will be a nice day~

everything will going smooth~

May God bless all my dear friend~

PF hope u get wat u wish~

all the best to u~

Spore Office

6th July 2010

early morning 6:30am reach JB

7am reach Tzu Chi Baba House

8:45am went out to nearer bus station

9:30am reach City Square but CS not yet open (=_=)

11:00am reach Bugis

11:30am reach my Spore office

10:30pm bac to Tzu Chi Baba House

Really really tired...

but it is worth...

So happy when i saw my Spore office...

Finally i reach there without asking help from them...

hehehe (^_^)

Feel i m so 厉害 n lucky, i nvr lose in the way go office...

hahaha (^o^)

A bit scare when i know my hand phone dun have international roaming...

if i m lost, i dunno who i can contact... *scary*

ok... talk about my day at Spore office with both my dear...

hehe (^^)

erm... my dear Spore colleague at first ordy know i will go find them at that day...

so she dress up pretty to welcome me... hahaha...

she is cute, nice n pretty~

My dear lady boss... hmm... too clever liao...

she ordy can feel n know i will cuming round...

so the conclusion... no surprise at all... lolz........

had ate super many at there...

Lunch--- Mee Siam + rojak

Tea time --- Chocolate + Chocolate = various Chocolate

Dinner --- Unagi again...

haha... i love unagi so much... n tis is the 1st time i eat whole unagi fish oh...

HAPPY~ (^_^)

thanks both of u for the meal...

thanks both of u for accompany me...

thanks both of u for everything u done for me...

LOVE both of u~

wish both of u all the best~

真心的祝福您们，我亲爱的朋友~

A mail for all my colleague & Boss

Dear All,

Again, your cute colleague -- Chin here.
Again wrote this to said a big "THANKS" to all of you...

Zaki,
Sorry for say that you bully me... Just joking la...
Does not hope to see you moody face again... It scary me...
But I will super hope can always see your smiling face...
Thanks for helping me on inventory stuff... without you I can't settle my work...
Thanks you guy~ Also thanks for your funny joke, it always cheer me up...

Zul,
Thanks you always help me in office work...

Help me clean up the air-con.. help me buy printer cartridge... all and all...

Feel so praise I have such gentlemen colleague like you~ appreciate your helping~

Thanks you for teach me a lot about machine...
Have learn a lot from your side... very interesting~
Hope future still have the opportunity to learn from you...

Pei Fen,
Thanks you always help me in shipment stuff...
Thanks you always console me when I in "crazy" condition...
Nice to meet you, my friend~

My Dear Lady Boss...
Thanks you for offer me this temporarily job...
Feel super happy and surprise when you asking me to come back work...
I never ever thought that, I still have the opportunity to come back SWHT...
Sit at the same chair, with same table and PC...
Really thanks for offer me this chance...
Thanks you for keep the promise, come over to penang...
That 2 day, really like a sweet "dream" for me...
I wouldn't ever forget it...

My Dear Boss...
Somebody said you are my brother-in-law...

But I does hope so (^_^)
Thanks you for establish this company...
Without this company,i wouldn't have the opportunity to know all of you...

Also wouldn't gain such much experiences and nice memory at here...
Feel so lucky I got a nice Boss as you...
Thanks you Boss...

Mr. Lim,
Again... a big big "THANKS" for you...
Thanks you for chosen me, and hire me...
Without you, i have nothing with SWHT...
Thanks you very very much...

There are much to thank...

But THANKS is just a simple word, that i hope it can express my appreciation much more than what it can be...

I have enjoyed working here and I sincerely appreciate having the chance to work with you all.

Thanks all of you for the support and encouragement you have provided me during my time at SWHT.

I will miss our daily interactions and working on projects with you all.

I would appreciate your continued advice as I start the next phase of my career and study.

Thanks for giving me this unforgettable memory...

I LOVE you all...

I would like to apologize with all of you if during this 2 month I had said something or do something badly...
Please forgive me and I not intend to do so... Sorry for troublesome you all...

I wish this company continue success in present and future endeavours.

Wish all of you & your family, always healthy & happy!

Take care everyone! Keep in touch!

*Kindly inform me when the new office is opening up for any "cutting of the ribbon" ceremony, as i am greatly to join in the official opening ceremony for the new office with warehouse. I would like to help all of you to take a nice photo.

From --- Your Cute Colleague

new admin gal

*~2nd July 2010~*

waku up in early morning

nothing to do

so, had make below thing

~JELLY~

9am+
get a call from the new admin gal...

hmm...

from the phone, i hear our office alarm sound...

she dunno how to open the lock at the door...

feel going to faint...

=_=

change my clothes

quickly rush to office

wan help her settle down the alarm

when i reach office

my engineer ordy help her switch off the alarm system...

huu... really sweated...

=_="

had bring along my jelly to office...

this is nice, can treat my both cute colleague..

(^_^)

stay at office until 12pm...

no $ de lo...

voluntary to go back office...

teach her how to open our company door n the lock...

step by step teach her n show her...

scare it will have next time...

she said she super free at office...

dunno what to do...

nothing to do..

i faint again...

=_="

me everyday at office work non stop

she said nothing for her to do

ok

u wait and see lo

wait coming week

when the account backup cum bac

u will know how busy n tired work at there

i hope tis is the last post bout my office

Herbal Medicine

u know what is this???

my herbal medicine...

since tat day go see the herbalist doctor, i brought back the medicine put a side until now...

after cook for 2 hours+

the out come

|

|

|

|

my herbal medicine

the herbal ingredient

the herbal medicine really....

BITTER

super bitter the taste

1st July 2010

*~1st July 2010~*

the day be a uselessness people

watch drama whole day

whole day eat & eat & eat

Curry Fry Rice cook by Chian Chian

Butterworth Raja Uda ---> Asam Laksa

Butterworth Raja Uda ---> Cendol

Butterworth Raja Uda ---> Ice Kacang

30th Jun 2010

My Farewell Lunch at Yi Chi Ban ---> Unagi Benton

不想留白

不想睡... 觉得时间过得很快很快...

很多事情还来不及做，还来不及珍惜...

一眨眼... 两个月就过去了...

是谁把我的时间偷走了...

感觉有点悲哀... 叹息我的人生...

我的青春，我的生命，不想留白...

我自由了

我自由了~ 但...

很复杂的心情.... 好像红豆冰..... 掺来掺去...

高兴 + 伤心 = 红豆冰

I'm FREE now... but...

very complexity feeling... like ice-kacang... mix this and that...

HAPPY + SAD = ice-kacang

快樂的五個小秘訣

寫日記認識自己

做好情緒管理

吃醋了

今天一整天，整个人怪怪的... 连新加坡的书记都可以感觉到...

我以为自己是快乐的，但其实不是... 心里怪怪的...

忍了很久，终于忍不住...

Today, all day, i'm strange ... even the Singapore's admin girl also can feel it...

I thought I wan happy but it is not at all... my heart feel so weird...

Endure for a long time and finally could not resist...

很老实的对老板娘说了我对新书记的感觉...

我吃醋了... 我的心有点酸...

Very honest told my dear lady boss my feeling on the new admin gal...

I am jealous. . . My heart feel a bit sour. . .

还好... 老板娘没有生气，也没有说我幼稚...

只笑着说，新书记不是男生，有什么好吃醋的...

Fortunately ... my dear lady boss is not angry, and did not say me naive ...

Just laughed and said the new secretary is not a boy, what to jealous of ...

但是我真的吃醋了... 我妒嫉新书记...

看到老板娘蛮欣赏这位新书记，心里直接感觉难过...

这位新书记将取代我... 取代我在这家公司的位子...

But i really jealous... I'm jealous of the new admin girl...

See my dear lady boss quiet satisfy with the new admin girl, my heart direct feel so sad...

The new secretary will replace me ... take over my seat in this company ...

心... 多多少少有一点点难过...

说不难过是骗你的...

Heart... more or less got a bit bit sad...

Say not sad is fool on you...

期待明天... 明天的午餐...

tomorrow ... Looking forward for tomorrow lunch...