不想留白

不想睡... 觉得时间过得很快很快...

很多事情还来不及做，还来不及珍惜...

一眨眼... 两个月就过去了...

是谁把我的时间偷走了...

感觉有点悲哀... 叹息我的人生...

我的青春，我的生命，不想留白...

我自由了

我自由了~ 但...

很复杂的心情.... 好像红豆冰..... 掺来掺去...

高兴 + 伤心 = 红豆冰

I'm FREE now... but...

very complexity feeling... like ice-kacang... mix this and that...

HAPPY + SAD = ice-kacang

快樂的五個小秘訣

寫日記認識自己

做好情緒管理

吃醋了

今天一整天，整个人怪怪的... 连新加坡的书记都可以感觉到...

我以为自己是快乐的，但其实不是... 心里怪怪的...

忍了很久，终于忍不住...

Today, all day, i'm strange ... even the Singapore's admin girl also can feel it...

I thought I wan happy but it is not at all... my heart feel so weird...

Endure for a long time and finally could not resist...

很老实的对老板娘说了我对新书记的感觉...

我吃醋了... 我的心有点酸...

Very honest told my dear lady boss my feeling on the new admin gal...

I am jealous. . . My heart feel a bit sour. . .

还好... 老板娘没有生气，也没有说我幼稚...

只笑着说，新书记不是男生，有什么好吃醋的...

Fortunately ... my dear lady boss is not angry, and did not say me naive ...

Just laughed and said the new secretary is not a boy, what to jealous of ...

但是我真的吃醋了... 我妒嫉新书记...

看到老板娘蛮欣赏这位新书记，心里直接感觉难过...

这位新书记将取代我... 取代我在这家公司的位子...

But i really jealous... I'm jealous of the new admin girl...

See my dear lady boss quiet satisfy with the new admin girl, my heart direct feel so sad...

The new secretary will replace me ... take over my seat in this company ...

心... 多多少少有一点点难过...

说不难过是骗你的...

Heart... more or less got a bit bit sad...

Say not sad is fool on you...

期待明天... 明天的午餐...

tomorrow ... Looking forward for tomorrow lunch...

Count Down-- TWO more day

Count Down --- TWO more day

After that, i can have my holiday...

can wake up in late... sleep in late...

watch drama whole day...

do nothing whole day...

be a useless people...

time past so fast... ordy past 2 month...

my contract work going to be the end... same as my holiday...

everyday work n work n work... finally... can have a rest ordy...

2moro will go have a farewell lunch with my dear colleague...

hope everything will going smooth 2moro...

I wan take photo with my dear colleague b4 i leave...

Pls God... Pls let my wish cum true...

recently my mood very steady... steady until i feel weird...

going to be end soon oh... no feeling sad??? really no lo...

maybe i had ordy feel usual bout that... no feeling liao...

o maybe i ordy dun care liao...

as they ordy hire a new admin gal...

they no need me any more...

so i oso no need care them too much liao...

i had done all my responsibility...

everyday work 9 hours+ for them...

Nvr take leave during tis two month...

my 3.5 day leave wasted jz bcoz of them...

My Dear Boss, hope u understand wat i had do for u...

take care my dear boss...

Birthday Photo

Thanks u all my dear friend~

Thanks for celebrate my birthday with me...

Feel so touch.... LOVE u all...

Friendship forever...

happy birthday

YES~ today~ my BIG day~ is my BIRTHDAY oh!!! Yeah~~~

Last year 27th Jun, wake up in early morning...

Take all my luggage to car... Prepare for depart...

New life... UTM-JB...

No celebration on tat day...

Quiet sad...

Tis year... today 27th Jun...

wake up in 8am+, saw my handphone... got 4 msg...

open up... all msg for wish me happy birthday...

tis really cheer up my day...

went out had breakfast with my dear friend, Moon Moon n Siew Siew...

after tat... went to Moon Moon house...

ate my birthday cake at Moon Moon house...

since Moon move to new house 3 year liao, tis is my 1st time go her house...

enjoyed the moment at Moon house...

the sea view at Moon house is so so so... wah~ I like it~

wish to go Moon house again...

thanks Moon n Siew for buy me the birthday cake...

appreciate it~ *~happy~*

so lucky i have u all as my best friend~

Love u my dear friend~

Thanks all of my friend that wish me today...

very touch... i appreciate it...

tis year is the year i received the most birthday wish...

touch touch touch....

my wish to all of u....

i wish all the ppl i love n the ppl who love me always health n happy...

i wish the world is peace...

i wish next year can celebrate my birthday with you all again...

thanks every one...

珍惜当前

过去的事情过去的爱情，就让它过去吧，那只是我们生命的一部分，
只是茫茫大海中的一滴水珠，只是漫漫苍弩中的一粒微尘..
没有那些过去，也不会造就现在的你我.. 珍惜当前..

Photo Season~

*~Photo Season~*

20th Jun 2010 Penang Island 1/2 day Family Trip

Zheng Ho temple (郑和) - Batu Maung

My God Mum

turtle taking bath! ^^

Can u see the footprint??? this is 郑和脚印

Me , My Lovely Dad, & My younger brother

2nd Place --- Balik Pulau

Sister-in-law, younger brother n me

Lovely Dad & Mum

~All My Family Member~

My Elder Brother & Younger Brother

*~DURIAN DURIAN~*

SUPER DELICIOUS~

Lovely Dad

3rd Place--Teluk Pahang

Mix Friut Ice Kacang

20th June Father Day

20th June 2010

today is father day

i sleep at early morning 4am, wake up at 8am

whole family go eat breakfast together

after ate breakfast, we went to penang island

our destination today is--- Balik Pulau

go there for wat???

our favour fruit --- DURIAN~

wakakaka~

19th June 2010

19th Jun 2010

wake up at 8am+

ate my breakfast then watch TV

9am Moon Moon call

ask for got breakfast together

i never thought anything, direct say OK to her

before go breakfast we went to see a herbalist doctor

tat herbalist doctor is like a fortune-teller

i only tell him my name, then he can know many thing about me

he say me have a bad tempered

at home i wish to be householder or chamberlain

all family member have to listen to me

all house stuff i also wan to take care

he also say tat

i m very serious person

i wish to do all thing in prefer

any employer hired me is their fortunate

but it is BAD for me

he say all the stress on me can feel it n know it

he is what kind of herbalist doctor???

how cum he know me so much???

i feel so weird!

but all thing he say on me is really correct!!!

OMG~ scary me...

after tat, cum bac home at 12pm+

3pm my god mum call

wan hang out with me

OK~ ON~

accompany my god mum go shopping

shopping until 7pm+ jz reach home

reach home, without bath

change clothes run to another place

Primary sch friend gathering

chit chat until 11pm

still unwilling to go bac

so we continue will go watch movie

11:55pm --- "Karate Kid"

not bad

so finally reach home at 3am...

Woo~ tired...

Team Work

em... today my dear Spore colleague is on MC...

left me alone at office... but today the time past quite fast...

dunno wat i had done, suddenly saw the time, wow 12pm!!!

then my engineer cum told me he on half day leave...

pass me a few a msg, wan me help him settle some shipment preparation work...

hmm... tis time really make me angry....

i have not be informed at all bout tis shipment...

suddenly ask me to prepare those shipment work, i dunno wat to do...

it make me crazy....

if they think they can handle it at all, then no need cum ask for my help ma!

Y all last still cum bac to me???

hmm...

nothing to said... it really make me angry...

it make me work until forget eat my lunch... *tis is 2nd time, i work until forget to have my lunch

i dun like tis kind of working style...

we are a team OK!

U know wat is TEAM WORK???

I always available and waiting to support u all...

Pls dun keep quiet OK!

anything muz keep me up to date, then oni i can help u all...

u all do like tat, let me feel i'm not a team with u all...

i jz a ppl tat no related to u all...

it let me feel so sad u know...

hope it will be not happen any more...

anywhere, i jz left 8 more day at here...

pls let me have a nice memory with u all...

I really LOVE u all...

Let us gambateh together OK!

Jia You!!! Add Oil!!! We are the BEST!!!

珍惜在SWHT的每一天

伤心了一整天... 在办公室里哭了很多次...

现在终于醒了... 把心找回来了...

感觉这两天好像发了一场梦...

无论如何, 您给的我回忆永远是最甜蜜, 最开心, 最难忘的...

我爱您... 我亲爱的老板娘... 感恩您...

感恩您的出现...

让我的人生有段美好的回忆..

未来真的不敢妄想...

只希望我们还会有机会在一起打拼... 一起努力...

我会好好珍惜在SWHT的每一天...

珍惜和大家在一起的每一天...

还有 9 天...

Sad for whole day ... Cry many time in the office...
now finally woke up ... Looking back my heart ...

Feel this two days is just a dream...

Anyway, the memories your had give me are always the sweetest, happiest and most unforgettable ...

I love you ... my dear lady boss ... Thanks you ...

Thanks you appear in my life ...
Let my life have a good memories ..

Thought of future is really a paranoid ...
So I only can hope that, we will still have a chance to work together ...

I will cherish the day in SWHT
Cherish the day together with you all...

There are 9 more days to go..

My Dear Lady Boss in Penang

2010 06 15 & 16 --- Cloudy & Rain Day

Wait for a super long time... finally today is the day...

Today 15th Jun--- My dear lady boss finally cum over to penang...

From morning 8am, i start prepare everything to welcome my dear lady boss...

Dress up pretty, plan everything, ask for road direction, all n all...

Reach office, keep waiting n waiting...

no heart to do everything...

whole mind had ordy fly to my dear lady boss there...

hardly wait until 1:30pm...

i know they ordy reach penang airport...

quickly drive car to a place, to buy famous food for my dear lady boss...

bac to office at 2:00pm+...

they still not yet reach...

so... continue waiting...

wait n wait...

Finally they reach office on 3:15pm...

so so so happy & surprise when i saw my dear lady boss...

Happy until crazy...

i think no body can understand my feeling...

i really hope to meet her for so long time...

Only today i can saw her n meet her up in office...

I happy she really nvr cheat on me...

she promise me, she will cum penang, finally she really cum...

but but....

she only stay for awhile... 2 day 1 night...

but actually is 1 day 1 night oni...

the time stay together with my dear lady boss is so so short...

not enough at all!!!

today 16th Jun-- the last day my dear lady boss stay at penang...

oso my last day stay together with my dear lady boss in penang office...

tis moment will not ever repeat any more...

i will oni work for them until end of Jun...

so will not have the opportunity to stay together with her in penang office any more...

everything will END & STOP after tis month...

our relationship oso... *SOB*

but i m sure my love to my both boss, is never END...

My Dear Boss... My Dear Lady Boss...

u two... will forever in my heart...

i LOVE u all...

appreciate my dear lady boss...

keep the promise, cum over penang...

appreciate my dear lady boss...

treat me my favour-- secret receipt CHEESE CAKE as my birthday cake...

appreciate my dear lady boss...

accompany me whole night...

accompany me go shopping...

the moment we 手牵手 walk together, i will never forget it...

it is so sweet n so warm...

i going to miss u... my dear lady boss...

u had stolen my heart...

can u gv me bac my heart???

Had cried so many times today...

-1st cry when-- get shock when know tat my dear lady boss going to leave very soon...

-2nd cry when -- i saw my dear lady boss leave office...

-3rd cry when -- i recall bac tis two day memory during the way drive bac to home...

-4th cry when -- i writing tis blog...

i dunno, i cry for what...

i jz feel tat... i m so so SAD...

SAD until no mood to do anything...

my mood is so so down now...

i dun understand... Y she got so GREAT impact on me...

bcoz of her... i can happy whole day...

bcoz of her... i can moody whole day...

I can't imaging... my last day at there... is how....

HATE & DISLIKE

今天才知道，原来HATE 和 DISLIKE 是有很大差别的...

对不起，我从来没有 HATE 过任何一个人...

因为 HATE 一个人需要很大的力气...

我比较希望省口气来暖暖肚子...

I jz know tat today, HATE & DISLIKE is totally different...

Sorry to said tat, i dun ever HATE any ppl...

Bcoz HATE a ppl need alot of energy...

Is it better for me to save the energy to warm my stomach...

BORED DAY~

Bored Saturday~

neighbourhood daughter's BB... BB's mother is younger than me...

I hope to have a BB too...

when oni i can have my own BB???

wait long long lo....

Sick + Busy Day

i m fall in sick today...
1st time i ate my flu medicine n nvr fall in sleep...

coz my office is super busy today...
i work non stop...
no time for me to rest oso...
coz my engineer take half day leave..
n my "dear" manager went out for whole day...
leave me alone in the office settle all the thing...
run here n there...
walk down n up...
super super tired...
my sickness from flu change to fever...

i dunno is who fault, make the mistake...
but i really hate "HIM"...
coz HE nvr care bout wat we doing..
when the problem occur, then oni cum blame on us...
then again leave the problem to us, nvr help us to settle it...
I HATE U~

Really really super tired...
went bac to home, sit on the sofa...
then fall in sleep liao...
dunno 2moro i will bcum better o not...
if not, i going to on leave 2moro...
but... i worry bout my office n my work...
hmm...
all depend on 2moro...
depend on my mood...

Monday Blue

hmm... i'm sick... i got Monday Blue...

Every Monday i will very moody...

even my Spore colleague also can feel it from my Skype msg...

today again work until like a crazy gal in the office...

very stress... dunno how to release my stress...

so scream in the office...

although i'm customer, i also will get scold from my forwarder...

hmmm.... time to change Chian... muz improve my communication skill...

can't let ppl get the opportunity to scold me & bully me again...

and i found i m super CARELESS...

how to change it??? how to avoid it???

宝贝老板娘，今天终于答应，保证。。。

辛辛苦苦作了一个月多的 account。。。

今天终于全部搞定了！！！

WooHoo~~~

终于可以 close account 了！！！

Wah!!!!

超兴奋的！！！

Yeah~~~

我的宝贝老板娘，今天也终于答应，保证。。。

六月中，她一定会过来！！！

Wah~~~~

听到这消息，真的是高兴过中头奖！！！

我的愿望成真了！！！

宝贝老板娘, 芊芊期待您到来的日子！！！

鱼与熊掌，难与兼得

哎哟~ 头痛阿~ 不知道要怎么安排我下学期的上课时间表。。。

老板娘要我继续帮她做工。。。要我一个月最少回去公司一次--查账。。。

Hmmm.... 可是我到底要怎样安排呢？？排来排去，都排不到我想要的。。。

老板娘要求我，尽可能星期一或星期五，其中一天要在公司上班。。。

但是。。。但是。。。。我上课的时间表。。。

无论怎么排，我星期一或星期五都是要上课！！！

呜呜呜~~~ 怎么办？？？

鱼与熊掌，难与兼得。。。

可是我不想放弃这份工作。。。

每个月逃学一天，应该不是问题吧？？？

我真的真得很喜欢这份工作。。。

真的真的不想放弃它。。。

怎么办？？？

有谁可以告诉我答案？？？

有谁可以帮做我决定？？？